My sweet children. I look at them and am filled with so much guilt. How can you feel so done with life when you have such wonderful kids? The thoughts of ever ending your life are always let down because you know you CAN’T. You can’t even have a bad day, a rest day, a cry day. That will just make you feel like a POS for doing it in front of the kids.
You ever have a ” not so bad pain day”, and you’re like holy crap I wish I could feel this good every day?!?! So jealous of people who feel no pain! Been in excruciating pain the last week, and wish I had my end sooner than later! Wishful thinking, I have kids to raise first ! Xoxo
The worst feeling you can have is knowing you can’t leave this world because you have children. I couldn’t leave them here to fend for themselves . I’ll have to live this life out. And I’m tired.