How come no one has ever told me how to deal with stress?
all i want to do is stare into the wall all day… and thats exactly what i do. i cant get anything done.
i want to get things done i just cant get an overview and that leads to me panicking about it and then i dont get it done. i hate it. every minute of it.
i get more and more depressed for each day passing.. nothing seems to cheer me up anymore. i cry over the littlest things. i cant hold myself together. my life is chaos right now…. i […]
 I think all of us on this site and all of the other depressed people out there.
i think we have a gift…
we can tell touching storys or make the most beautiful art and peoms and other stuff that touches other people..
we have a gift to write amazing feelings and things down and some of us use it and some don’t …
but i think it’s a beautiful gift
I feel like i have no tears left i have already cried them them all out of me nothing is left.
i have no emotions left but i can laugh and i can be sad but i feel like not even me can fake a smile anymore. U know that feeling when i have a fake smile and it’s starts to hurt cuz its fake but u don’t wanna look sad
every time i go to bed i think in my head ” i hope i don’t wake up again” i just wanna sleep through my life and keep sleeping no matter what
i hate the pain that […]
I really dont wanna wake up tomorrow i just wanna fade away and no one would notice it no one at all  cuz im just the fat ugly girl in the corner that no one likes i dont wanna wake up
so me and my psykolygist made a promise that between our talks there was no cutting and i felt like it was a big promise so i didn’t cut in a few months but yesterday i culdn’t keep it any more i did cut one slit on my hip and it felt so good i have been missing that feeling for so long and i felt a releif after that one slit and now i’m so afraid that i keep cutting i do not wanna go back to that habbit
but on the otherside it felt so good that i just wanna keep going i just […]
i’m about to loose a lot of friends i have this thing when i’m pissed i’m not me!! i do things that i REALLY regret after and i say the most stupid things that makes me the worst idiot ever
i got this really good friend and i told him i was wortless and he said i wasn’t and he said he loved me but i’ve not really liked him that way i really like him as my friend and i do not wanna loose any more friends he was trying to cheer me up and i wa turning him my back and i REALLY regret […]
Why would he do this to me?? Why wouldn’t he stand up for me when i was in that black hole and his girlfriend called me a whore and he was right behind me??!!
why would he lie straight to my face?? why can’t he stand up for himself?? why can’t he say no??
i’m felling worthles if i wasn’t here anyone would never give a fuck?? i don’t even get myself sometimes!!?? i miss the time when we were all togehter and happy that time where i was happy!! i miss myself??
i’m scared that i will loose all my friends that i’m gonna loose my family i […]