I’d get on my knees, if it’d helped me believe…
That things do get better, far better then this…
ironically you promise something I must die to achieve….
And I with my thoughts am in sin…
I wantto have faith, Father I swear…
But some of your childern carry crosses…a burden to heavy to bare…
Our souls they are breaking….
I’d get on my knees if it’d helped me believe
That this is what was meant for me
This body is a prision & I just want to be free…
I with my thoughts am in sin…
And I’m damned if I do […]
As I close my eyes and try to sleep…
I can not drown the noise out…
How could anyone get any kind of rest…
My parents figh over the stupidest things….wake the whole neighborhood up it seams…
I want to scream STFU!….
I want to cry… idk something to make them stop..
Everyday…. idk..
Maybe ….just maybe….
…one last ..BANG!…
It’d get quiet then….
Right thru my head…
Yes,
They’d all be quiet then….
I’ve been feelin’ alittle under the weather
Something about all this rain…
Hard to see thru, but I’m still hoping thing’s will get better…
Everyday is worse though..
No more sunny days
And today I’ve hit a new low,
Things will work, I keep praying
There’s got to be a nother way…
But these hands they keep shaking..
Dead end these voices keep saying…
Now, I think I might be going insane
Something about all these cloudy days
My once blue skies are now grey
I’m still hoping…
I’ll awake to sunshine in the morning
all wishfull thinking done in vane…
And […]
First off let me start off by appolozing for my horrible grammar and spelling errors…this id rather hard for me to write but I push out the words as I best can…
My life hasn’t been the worst but in my very short life I’ve been through a lot, after steping away from drugs and liqour ..self harm and other self distructive ways I’ve dealt with life…I attempt so despratly to look at the positive side of life…. I always seam to run out of things to be greatfull for… I try to keep the faithand hope that things will get better but I don’t […]