why why why is the question i get asked everyday .
why are you sad why are you mad why are you hurt why are you depressed . why why why
why are you cutting why are you suicidal why do you wanna die .
why do you feel so alone .
and i just sit there and cry cause to be completely honest i dont know why i dont why i am such a mess or when it began.
i dont know why i wanna kill myself i just feel like it would be the best thing .
my bestfriend kellis commited suicide today […]
how much longer do i have to pretend . Pretend that i wanna live on this earth pretend that i M so happy but deep down im dead . I look in the mirror and i dont see the person i was i just see a face with no meanin. I have the knife sittin right next to me me i wanna die i want this to be my last breath but im scared cause i know where i will end up 6 feet buried in the ground alone with regrets . I am weak but i will over come this sooner or later i […]
does anybody know that alone feeling ? that feeling of feeling worthless the feeling of wanting to cry all the time because you are lost you dont know where you belong. you try to smile and laugh try to pretend to be happy but deep down inside you are screaming out screaming to be heard for them to see that all you long for is a hug that will make you feel so safe. crying these tears for no apparent reason, i feel empty i am a walking dead soul i look in the mirror and i dont see who i am . i see […]
sitting here in tears over with life smiling like everything is okay but deep down i am having this cutting rage
i pull the razor out sit in the dark i dont wanna see the pain i just wanna feel the hurt.
recutting my scars crying i need help .
depression taking over suicidal thoughts on my mind
just waiting on the right time
to end this hell of a fucking life.
maybe if i die it would be easier to understand my story.
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