I deleted my post earlier, the one which said ‘is it weird that I want the scars which cone from cutting?… I want to stop feeling invisible’ because something about it felt wrong. I don’t know what, and now I feel really bad for deleting it because I got some really helpful comments. I always feel annoyed at myself for everything I do, it’s bad. I never want to do anything anymore, just stay in bed each day and not go out, but with school that’s impossible.