Why does everybody seem to abandon me? Why do old friends, when I go to visit them, the only thing they can say is that I got fatter? Why does my boyfriend don’t even return my calls? Why does my best friend didn’t want to come see me? They don’t know how awfully fragile I am. They have no idea. I just wanted love from them. And carress. Why are people so mean and harmful to others? And why am I like this…