This is the first time I’m admitting to this “feeling” it’s been a long journey, starting out as a strange feeling almost a nagging unsettling pain in the pit of my stomach. It’s taken years to creep up into my brain. It use to be just a whisper “I’m so tired when will this end?” Now it screams in my ears…words like useless, lonely, uneducated, old, stupid, lazy, ugly.
Now I seldom leave my house, I find myself staring into space quite a bit and i don’t care….about anything. I don’t know how to help myself anymore. I don’t know what I hope […]
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