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I am tired now

by Near Death 6/21/2014

written by Near Death

Hello,I have planned to end my life soon.I find it better than wasting time wandering around for help,which,in my case,i never got.

I am 18 yrs old.My family are religious fanatics.The kind of people who would run to God for every silly thing.They are weak people.Never gained the strength to live life.And they tried really hard to instill this “attribute” or “goodness” in me.But i simply dont understand all this nonsense.My mother has separated from my dad 5 yrs back.And shez extremely touchy and volatile.I cannot share anything with her as things blow up out of control.

I am left all alone now.I have lost my esteem;much […]

6/21/2014 2 comments

Death is dignified to me than the fallacy of mind

by Near Death 6/11/2014

written by Near Death

Hie,i am new here.And i have planned to die.Or rather,planning to do so.I have read quite a few posts here,and i believe that there is a lot of frustration,self-unworthiness and bitterness amongst each of us.

I am an 18 yr old,just completed my 12th.I have been feeling depressed since,i guess,6th std.That was the time when my father came back from oman coz he lost his job.Since childhood i probably have been a girl with a lot of self-pride.Most importantly,i always needed validation from others as to who i am.I believe that it is due to my own weakness;my inability to accept myself.Anyway,so my problems started in […]

6/11/2014 0 comment