I’m not the best at talking or writing about how I feel inside but lately I can’t hold it inside me any longer. I can’t hide behind a fake smile anymore. I put on a show for others everyday; at school, at home, and constantly in front of my friends. I don’t know why I do it. I guess it’s because I feel like if I do say what I feel, people will think that I want some type of special treatment or pity party but what they don’t realize is that this is real.
I want to be able to not smile without people asking […]