Everything I do, everything I try, no matter how hard I work, falls apart. It never ends. I have no prospects. I can’t even get my foot in the door to start a career. I can’t even get a regular, meaningless job. It’s like people look at me and see right though me, to some inner secret place that screams I’m a loser, don’t bother. Hell even the kids in grade school knew it. I don’t even believe they were just jerks anymore. I really am a loser. My life is going nowhere, its mostly my fault, and I’m running out of ways to fix it. Everything I’ve spent the last years building […]