Someone i know jumped in front of a moving train 2 days ago. I found that out yesterday and cannot stop thinking about it. What was going on in his mind? What was the last straw? What changed from the last time I saw him, and he was telling me about his projects of taking the kids he coaches (free neighbourhood boxing program) hiking next summer; to wanting to get crushed to smithereens by a speeding train?
How could he do it? I’ve been thinking about suicide since my adolescence (sexual abuse, undiagnosed depression, no will to live yadiyadiyada) but have never ever been able […]
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