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Nobody_Cares

I Feel Stupid.

by Nobody_Cares 5/13/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

there was this huge fight over facebook about 7 months ago between a lot of people and me, and i was getting told to go kill myself and today i just went back and looked at the fight and started crying. I hate how people can be so mean to me. its like, what have i ever done to you?

anyway, im not really posting because my laptop crapped out and its not working so im using my dads until i get a new one.

i might not go back on this site anymore because i dont really now what to do with it. I’ll end up […]

5/13/2014 4 comments

I Haven’t Really Been Posting Lately…

by Nobody_Cares 3/25/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

Well…, I’m not on as much anymore because my laptop isn’t working when I want it to and the computer we have is broken. Anyway, I have been writing a lot of poetry and been working on the story I was planning to write. It hasn’t been turning out that great so I stopped writing it and so now I’m working on something else.

3/25/2014 1 comment

I Died For A While .-.

by Nobody_Cares 3/16/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So I haven’t really been on lately, because of family issues so I got my laptop taken away and such. Well, I did this thing on instagram where it was a contest for the best recovery poem and I didn’t win *tears*. But here’s the poem I wrote for the contest. Hope you like it. (By the way, it got weird and turned from 1st person to 3rd. So I don’t really know what happened there .-.)

My tears fill the empty hole in the floor, As I say to myself – please no more. The blade lay silent on the bed, rusted and my blood […]

3/16/2014 0 comment

Finally

by Nobody_Cares 3/1/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

I was trying to take apart a shaving razor for so long to get the blades out to cut with, and I finally got it apart! Cutting with them felt so nice. I’m still contemplating wether I should cut really deep and bleed out or cut deep on the vein…

3/1/2014 8 comments

Suicide Letter To My Friend

by Nobody_Cares 2/22/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So this is a suicide letter I wrote to my best friend (Leaving her unknown because I’m protecting her identity. So lets just call her Anne and call me Rose. And if I say “I love you”, its friend love.) because I was really thinking about it that day.

February 8 2014

Dear Anne,

I honestly do not want to say this one word that means so many things, but this is my goodbye. I love you so much and I know you’re hurting too, but please don’t make the same mistakes that I’m making. I don’t want you to turn up the same way that […]

2/22/2014 0 comment

I’m Writing A Short Book

by Nobody_Cares 2/20/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So I just got this idea in English class that I could write a story thats 365 pages (they’re practically gonna be chapters) and each one is going to be journal entries for each day of the year. But on the very last day of the year, she is going to commit suicide and succeed. This book is going to turn out very well i hope. I might post it page by page on here. Maybe two pages/chapters a day, but that will only happen when I finish the entire book/story thing.

2/20/2014 4 comments

I Found Them…

by Nobody_Cares 2/19/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So the only reason that I didn’t cut is because of 3 things. My guy friend who I really like, my mom and because I lost the blades that I cut with. Each day I would go rummaging through my room to find the box that I keep my blades in, because I needed my fix of seeing that blood flow down my wrist, and because I needed to feel the pain. If you’re a cutter, you know what I’m talking about. I finally found them on Thursday last week and I was so happy. 3 weeks of not cutting was kinda hard.

2/19/2014 0 comment

I Hate Everything

by Nobody_Cares 2/15/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

Sometimes I think the world is so unfair. Like, why do people bully others and turn them down just to feel powerful? Why do people tell others to go and kill themselves and why even be mean to people? Like what the actual fuck?! SOCIETY MAKES ME SICK. My parents are horrible and you know how people say “Kids will be Kids”, its more like “Bad parenting results in Rebellious, Depressed, Suicidal children”. Its just my opinion so please don’t criticize me. But I just think that people should be nice to one another because who knows how they will take it and maybe they […]

2/15/2014 2 comments

A Poem I Wrote

by Nobody_Cares 2/14/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

Theres fire in her eyes,

And a spark in her soul.

There’s flames in her mind,

And her heart is a hole.

There’s an ocean in her eyes,

And a waterfall pouring down her face.

There’s a deep blue color within them,

As the tears began to race.

There’s no hope in her eyes,

No faith in her heart.

There’s nothing left to cling to,

As her world is falling apart.

2/14/2014 1 comment

Dying

by Nobody_Cares 2/12/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

I’m seriously thinking about suicide too often now. When I’m walking to school from the bus stop, its dark and I think about running in front of a car. And when I get in the school, I think about jumping off the side of the stairs. When I’m home, I plan on overdosing or hanging myself from the hook on my bedroom roof…

2/12/2014 4 comments

I’m New

by Nobody_Cares 2/11/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

Hey I’m new to this website and I think I might be in the right place. So a little bit about myself… Well, I’m a cutter and I have tried suicide about 5 times already. My mom told me that if I really wanted to die, I would have succeeded already. And my dad told me that he would help me by getting the pills or talking to a doctor to put me down… So, I might make rants or post the suicide notes/letters I wrote on here. Maybe if I try again, I’ll post. Anyway, bye everyone… For now.

2/11/2014 4 comments