maybe someday….
how’s life?
another day of hell
dying inside…
why should i explain myself to them if they dont believe me at the end? why should i follow what they want? what about my wants and needs? why should i sacrifice my happiness for them? im not happy anymore… why i cant quit my job? why i cant go anywhere without them? why???
im physically and emotionally tired.. please i want to rest.. its too much…
i want my pain to go away.. but i cant.. i dont want to hurt them
am i selfish? if im selfish why should i care for their feeling? why should i hide all my pain inside? why should i smile for them? and why i cant say no to them? tell me!! am i selfish if just for today i want to be free..
i hate my life…not really but nobody really understand my feelings.. im smiling outside but deep inside im not fine..i feel like im all alone in this world…
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