am i selfish?

Families thinking something like this is selfish is rather common here… I think that they would think it is selfish for one or more of the following reasons.
1. The family thinks that you are attention seeking/making things up/that you didn’t really have a hard life. I guess I’ll use my family as an example… they think I’ve had it easy. You don’t have to be starving and homeless to have it difficult. I’m not trying to belittle people in those circumstances tho.
2. The family wants you to stay alive because of their own selfishness.
3. I can’t remember…

Anyway I just wanted to say alot of people are, I’ll say overly selfish. Because they don’t care about others and don’t care if they hurt others. They might pretend to care though.

You shouldn’t have to hide your pain or fake a smile, but that’s how it is in this world, if you discussed your situation/problems etc, you’d be judged. I’d be judged. Many would love to be free from the grasp of this world but they are here and have to force themselves to keep living…

In the end, you shouldn’t live just because others want you to. You should live because you want to.

Anyway I’m sorry about my answer, I don’t know if it answered anything…