Everyday is different for me, one day I’m okay, the next I can’t imagine living another day. I’ve thought about this for quite some time, years now actually and found that what I lack is hope. I crave some sort of love and intimacy in my life, at times I have it and sometimes, like recently, I get my heart stepped on.
I didn’t understand how worthless I must be to deserve it, or be subjected to this ‘situation’Â by her I guess. I didn’t see a way to recover from the pain, or even a another prospective girl to take her place. Without hope, my […]