Most people are on this site, because society has failed them. Society includes family, friends, religion, government, etc. In order to progress to a place of true gratification, you MUST see beyond all these things. You cannot pick and choose. For the ones who wish to wallow in self-pity: The above constructs will offer you as much time as you want, as long as you contribute to taxes, tithes, morality, etc. For those looking for a better life: You can think like the “sheeple†and buy yourself empty, luxury items and perform meaningless rituals. For those who are open-minded and want more from this one […]
I’ll try this again:
This is not about debating religion. This is about religion’s direct sociological and psychological pressures that result in suicide and a host of other “retaliations”.
The main purpose of religion is to oppress the masses and extract goods or labor from them to supply the ones at the top of the “social pyramid†example: the Pharaohs, Shamans, Kings, Priests, Reverends, Dictators, Presidents, etc.
In ancient religions, the gods they worshiped example: Amun Ra, Zeus, etc., displayed very primitive human traits. They were known to be violently inhumane and incredibly unfair at times. The gods practiced behavior similar to what a baby might grow up […]
In my past entries posted on this site, as well as my facebook page and my website: www.nolenthebeckoning.com, I have mentioned my belief in man’s evolution from fire. I have received quite a few derogatory replies. Most from people calling themselves christians. To those of you on this site who claim christianity, I do not wish to personally offend you, however it is of my opinion that christianity is one of the leading religions to plague mankind. Most of christian history is written in bigotry and the practice of condemning all others…and when there’s no others, condemn each other. As with many of my perceptions, […]
I don’t pretend to know all the answers. I suffer often. I have researched psychology and sociology for the good part of a decade now and I would like to share my findings in hopes of clarifying my stance against sociological problems and to also let you know what I’m up against. These experiments are based on primal, simple psychology and are used to control the masses, on a daily basis. If you see how society is so F’d up, then I guess I should rephrase “I would like to share my findings in hopes of clarifying OUR stance against sociological problems and to also […]
I created my own personal chat room on this site, so if you want to leave me messages, you may. I’ll speak with you soon.
http://us6.******.com/61161011040326
I am sometimes on this chat site.
http://www.******.com/
No spyware, no installations on your computer in order to join, join in instantly…sounds pretty safe.
I know most of you feel that you can’t make a difference in the world. We all feel that way from time to time.  One thing we do all have is the freedom to do many of the things we want and need to do. Some are not so fortunate and I am asking a favor of all of you who read this to sign a petition to demand the state of California to release a man from prison that has been found “not guilty†of his crime. He’s already served 12 YEARS for something he is innocent of, yet still remains in custody.
http://www.change.org/petitions/release-daniel-larsen-ruled-innocent?utm_source=action_alert&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=9605&alert_id=yilDLHVfTF_bKpfSgFvKX
Read this sentence, then close your eyes, take a deep breath and relax……Don’t worry. You are highly intelligent and as long as you stay focused on what you want to do and how you want to live, you will find a way to accomplish these things. You have a tendency to worry more than you need. I’m sure everything will be different and disorienting at first, but you’ll be back to your personal routine in no time. I am always here 919 381 2658. I don’t want you to risk contacting me anymore than is necessary, but know that I am always here and nothing […]
I would also suggest:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddsz9XBhrYA
I am incredibly busy Riley, but I will catch up with you on the Korn site in the next few days. Stay safe.
I would like a few moments of your time to further attempt to explain my views and concepts. While the views and concepts are my own, many are heavily based on others teachings and practices. There are however, some points that make them very unique.  I believe in the big bang. I believe that everything came into existence with a monumental explosion. I believe that we are nothing more than remnants of that explosion. Alan Watts put it best by comparing the concept to throwing a bottle of black ink at a white canvas on the wall in “The Nature Of Consciousness” The […]
It’s wonderful to hear from the ones we love. Truly inspirational. It makes me proud to know that you’re okay. I know you feel alone at times, but you are always thought of. I won’t risk getting you into more drama. People are capable of far worse than I give them credit for. It’s okay, they have less than three years to “set you straight” and get you on the path to righteousness:) I am doing great and I will divulge more in time. I am planning on publishing a blog on Nolen’s facebook and website that will explain my current thoughts. It will be […]
I don’t think we are so different from the moths. Most of us don’t know why we’re here and we all seem to stumble around aimlessly, congregating at various social points to exchange useless, meaningless banter.  If there is a higher intelligence, we are most definitely his moths. I’m not trying to bring you down. Some of us moths enjoy the social points and some of us actually DO have something meaningful to say. Maybe the moth smelled the sweet aroma, felt the soothing warm vapors and saw the twinkles of reflecting light in the mysterious abyss he decided to become one with… or maybe […]
To the one I helplessly watch fade. Remember: Identity crisis doesn’t have to be a curse. I thought of it as such for years, but then I realized that it allowed me to be whoever I wished. This led to the birth of Nolen, as well as a beautiful relationship that I will cherish always. You may feel lost and hopeless, but you know there’s a part of you inside that lurks in the shadows and bides it’s time.  It was born out of despair and raised Alpha to be manifested through Riley. You were in love with life for a short moment. Just because […]
No matter what she does, where she goes, what she believes, what she endures, she will always be my Riley and I will always hold her near.
I miss you.
Dark hair and pale skin. Morbid thoughts behind an innocent smile. Intellectual venom behind gazing eyes. She is a Goddess. She reigns over my very essence. She beckoned me long ago into her enchantment and I was never able to break free. I witnessed her destroy an entire religion. She is fixed upon the winter’s, cold night sky. She rides among the Phoenix. I desperately await her return. To gaze upon her in astonishment. I will bow to her infinite wisdom and her lucid insight. In the summer night, she is nowhere to be found. She sleeps.
I remember meeting you for the first time. Starving little town. We met by the Skyline. I held you. Everything was right. I remember losing you. Large bustling town.  No Skyline to be found. I miss you. Everything is wrong.
I remember the way you looked standing among the Skyline.  I remember our day together, like a walk in the park. Nothing will ever tarnish that piece of time, that piece of you and me. That peace. I miss you. Everything is wrong.
Warning: If you are one who still has faith in god and/ or government, do not watch the following link and/ or movie:
Zeitgeist the movie
How Science save my soul
So far, society has made an attempt to “fix me” with non-applicable laws, jesus, Zoloft and a host of other inventions to keep the masses from free-thinking. I guess society was hoping that one of these things would “take hold”, but I’ve had too long to think for myself. I’ve had an epiphany. I’m not the one who’s FU(K!NG BROKEN! Now I’m a problem. I feel justified in my thoughts and actions. I cannot be easily controlled. I question everything. I insist on relying on my own research and take nothing at face value. This is […]