When I was 14 I had back surgery. If I had not had the surgery I would have died. I was a minor, the surgery was not a choice I made to save my life. It would a choice my parents made to save my life. But it did not save the life I had. I am alive but I am not me anymore. Its not the life I would have had. I have tried everything to move on but I cant live in pain like this anymore. This isnt a life.