I haven’t cut in a few weeks. The urge to start cutting again is eating at me. I can’t stop thinking about those razors and knives. I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried so many different things, but none of the alternative methods are working. I’m tired of trying, I just want to give in to the urge.
I don’t know if I should bother telling people about my feelings anymore. All I do is make people sad, annoyed, or mad when I share how I feel. I hate being a burden to everyone I love. I wish I could just be happier or be better at pretending to be.