I’ve been reading things that I wrote about two and half years ago when I found :
Deep inside a darkness resides, a black hole of nothingness.
An emptiness that sucks the life force out of you.
A void that whispers: “You are tired of living, give up!â€.
The pit of endless sorrow threatens you at every fall.
And now, when I stare into the abyss within…
It stares back at me with its cruel vicious eyes.
It’s funny to see how nothing has changed during this time…
I just feel horrible, just horrible.
I am trapped inside a tunnel with nothing but a small candle to light my way through.
The light was weakened with every step of the way and the darkness threatens to engulf me forever.
Lost, confused, tired, annoyed, angry, sad, empty, aching, void and depressed.
These are only few of the words that are fit to describe me at this moment.
How could anyone possibly deal with this world? Everything is just so… bad.
How come others have such an easier time than me when battling this world, this existence?
I am alone, there is no one to help me, no one to comfort me and no one to understand me.
There is nothing that gives my life color, nothing that gives interest or hope and nothing to dream for.
This world is as I see it, as we all see it and it’s not going […]
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