I want to say that I’ve never been as stressed as I am now but my whole life has always been so filled with it. I grew up with a skitzophrenic unmedicated mother from age 5-16. My two older siblings are mentally slow and one of my younger brothers suffers from severe autism. I spent my whole childhood in fear of my mother and had a constant worry that she would die due to multiple suicide attemps. I have done everything since adulthood to seperate my self from the constant family stress and create happiness for myself. Instead my mother […]