I’ve tried cutting burning head banging hair pulling bitting I even used to to try to stop breathing when I was younger , but this has got to be the most fulfillingly agonizing thing I’ve done to myself and I want to continue to do it. You guys should try it, I heard I can even get ulcers in my stomach lol.
I’ve always wanted to fall un conscience hopefully my body will just get too weak
Before anyone else leaves a comment on how depression is not discriminatory please go back reread and realize that is not what I said I simply said that it is least expected out of me now go to google type in depression and click images .. Thank you.
So I am not currently trying to kill myself, well as of now that is not the plan. I’ve been starving myself for about a week and a half so that I can feel how bad it hurts, if things work out perfectly I’ll be near death and in excruciating pain before I eat anything. Things are actually going good , I was 105lbs when I started and today I am at 97lbs when I stand I get dizzy and my stomach is constantly growling but I actually have completely lost my appetite the smell of food makes me nauseas and I’m so fatigued that […]
I only mean that , when I tell people I am depressed they usually assume that I am lying because it is less likely to hear of African Americans admitting to suffering from depression.
Hey so is there an app for this website
Thank you guys so much for welcoming me so soon. I came upon this website because I have anxiety OCD where I have reoccurring thoughts of killing myself and I usually find myself researching suicide late at night when I can’t sleep which has been very often lately. I came to this website as a source of relief but didn’t think id actually hear from anyone else especially not so soon. & so now I have a good feeling about this place . Thnks so much .
In today’s society depression and suicide are always on a back burner. They do not talk about it because what would they say? They say just don’t do it. Just be happy. If it were that easy if be happy yesterday . I’d have already flipped my happy switch. Even more so for me being an African American female, people are totally confused. Only because a young privellaged white boy has become the poster child for depression, where everyone is there if they need anything. But when a young African American female is depressed it is so unusual . And so I am deemed crazy […]