I will try to be brief, Tomorrow I go to work to be fired. I will lose everything, my house, wife and son because like many we live paycheck to paycheck. I am old 59 and no one will hire me at this age. I continue to ruin my life and have done so at times. Each time I reach some level of success, I find some way to mess up. Well in the end when all the stuff hits the fan – I will have lost again. I am thinking about ending it. Your comments are appreciated
Old Man J
