What darkness descending on this island.
Emptiness closing round.
Inner emotion,
Racing.
Aching.
Gnawing chaos,
Firm order but now threads.
Darkness beckoning, calling, screaming…..
No seed awaiting lights warm embrace.
Cold.
Dark.
Empty.
Island sinking, darkness encased.
I need to find a way out, out of this existance.
I’ve been living in a foreign country for 8 years. I have no friends of my own. I have a successful job, 3 beautiful kids and the person I’m married to has never understood me.
Enduring her verbal abuse on a daily basis directed at myself and my kids. If I intervene for my kids it explodes into a violent confrontation with me on the recieving end. I feel guilty everyday for not doing more to protect my innocent children.
I’m sick of having my kids see me so disconnected, silent, and unable to do more […]