I don’t know where to start.
I was chronically suicidal in high school, and even attempted it several times. Then, sometime in my early adulthood, I fell in love for the first time and stopped feeling that way. Now I’m almost 30 and I’m back to square one. I’ve been single for years, have gotten more and more depressed over the years, and finally I’ve come to the point where I’m seriously contemplating ending my life.
I’m a gay man. I’ve never really felt comfortable with the idea of being gay. I don’t relate to gay culture in any way, shape or form, and I’m not even […]