I’m never been able to find words to express myself. Social situations scare me. Zero self-esteem. Crippling anxiety.. Something is wrong with my brain. I wish I could be half as clever with my words as you.
I have intense bursts of rage, and will lose it over the littlest things.
Sleeping as much as I possibly can, because it’s the only time I’m not hurting (myself or anyone else)
Wish I knew why I felt this way.. please make it stop.
OneArmBoxer
She’s the only one I have left.. Probably the only reason I’m still here.
The only person that truly seems to care, and it would be the end of me if something were to happen to her.
She may not completely understand the hell I’m going through, but she’s trying her best to walk me out.
I love you..
Every day I drag myself out of bed, stare into the mirror and ask myself , “Is this really worth it?”
It all seems so pointless.
I have everything I could possibly want though, so I should be happy, right?Â
Why is there this feeling of emptiness?
I think something is wrong with me..
Everyone tells me I need to see a professional; even my own father.
Am I selfish? .. Insane?
Friends offer no support.
I feel drained of all energy..
It’s like I’m just waiting to die.
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What do you do when you’ve lost all hope?