I’m so sick of trying. I’ve had it. Just had it. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Heh. But I guess so is everybody else.
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onesadjen
onesadjen
I'm a 40yr old, fat female, married w/2 boys, cancer survivior, former cutter that still feels the ache... I always seems to have had a self destructive streak... 1st failed attempt was trying to hang my self from a doorknob when I was in like 3rd grade and if not for my boys I'd wonder why I survived chemo. Today I have so much that I should be grateful for but I still feel like a failure.
I feel like I am strangling on my own self-loathing.
Debt, depression, death.