I’ve only posted once here before. I thought things were getting better. I was sadly mistaken.
I was finally in a place of stability, fine with being alone and stimulating my mind and spirit with books. Then he came along, a complete mirage. He turned me into this ugly thing – fragile, fluttering hope personified. The fantasy melted away like candle wax, exposing him to be a desperate, trembling, unstable demon that sexually assaulted me. It is over between us, but I am traumatized. How did I end up here?
I often feel as though everyone is pretending. My friends feel more like acquaintances, praising themselves for […]