I’m sick of all the looks and the secrets and the disapproval , I want a friend who knows me and can accept me, but no, there’s only stupid judgemental people, he’s fat he must eat like a pig, he corrected me he must think he’s fucking better than me.
I can’t do anything right, I try to help my brother and sister patch things up, end up getting him estranged entirely, I wish I was older so I could just leave and start again. Not that I could actually do that, I’d lose my anchors and then I’d end it.
Which may not be […]
For as long as I remember, the darkness has been a comfort and a haven to me, my only one really, when I was little I never crawled in my Mums bed. I never had a nightmare when I slept in the dark. It’s tranquil and still, I knows some people are afraid of the dark and I know there are reasons for that.
I think the dark holds no terror for me because I always carry a little of the shadow with me, granted sometimes it’s a real ***** to manage and sometimes I break down but the dark is always there in the […]
This is my first post, I’m only fourteen, and I’m not sure I belong here, all I know is that I want the pain to stop, even for a little while.
Never doe’s though, when I’m at school with my people (Possibly friends, although I think they only tolerate me) I feel a little better, but then I say the wrong thing or I see my best friend with his girlfriend and it reminds me of how lonely I am, the sun goes out and I hide again.
They say they’re my friends, they say they like me, but how?Why? How can the ex-girlfriend I hurt so […]