Im not gonna kill myself after all 🙂 Maybe im just having a moment of bipolar weirdness, but i just cant see why i ever considered suicide as an option earlier. I no longer give a shit about that girl from my other post, so now ive been able to clearly think about what i want. I want to live 😀
Im in love with a girl. She’s gorgeous, funny, and just fun as shit to be around. I love her more than ive ever let her on to know. I love her beyond just a physical attraction. I want nothing but happiness and good things for her, even if im not the one to bring those things to her. I want to die, i really do…. But im just not sure how it will affect her. Im sure she’ll be fine. Im probably just a footnote in her life anyway. Just a nice guy that she liked for a little while and then moved […]