my name is patrick, and im 14. i think about suicide every day. i dont know why i feel this bad every day, but everybody around me at school hates me. i dont think they know i hate myself more than they possibly could. im 5 foot 6, only one hundred and 4 pounds and im not good at anything athletic or academic. every time i make a friend they end up hating me a few months later. im just genuinely pathetic and i dont know what to do i want to leave my city and never come back. im too scared to run away […]