I am not a beautiful mature girl like my eldest sister. I’m not rational and nihlistic like my older brother. I’m not brimming with positive enthustistic attitude by my second older sister. I am the ‘problem child’ since the very beginning I’ve been this way. Nightmares that meant I slept in parents bed till I was almost ten. Then I got over that  and got into my head that something magical, an adventure, would find me and when it didnt i decided this world wasnt enough, 11 years old and contemplating suicide…but then I saw the beauty of this world. It might not be new […]
