next Wednesday is my birthday and I will turn seventeen. normally on birthdays you get to spend them with your family and friends. but I don’t even know if I want to do just that. my mom is back on her cycle of taking pills with fireball and my brother is a ticking time bomb waiting to blow. I wish I could have a birthday like it used to be when I was little and my life wasn’t complete chaos. the only good thing going on is the fact that I am falling hard for this boy. he seems to see such good in me […]
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peoniesss
when I start driving I never want to stop. when I’m driving I don’t have to worry about my bipolar mother or aggressive brother and his girlfriend. I don’t have to think about the fact that my uncle committed suicide or that my dad used to take out his anger on me with his fists. I don’t have to think about the hell hole I live in, or the fact that I don’t want to be alive. everyday I do the same routine, I go to school, go to my job, do homework, shower, sleep, and repeat. but, when I drive all I feel is […]