Today is the day to say goodbye
why is it when you feel low and down and ask your friends to meet you up no one meets but yet when they need you to talk to or meet up I’m always there. I’m sick of it being one way traffic all the time. I mean do I need to say please come meet me I feel like shit and I want to self destruct and you need to stop me. Seriously wtf!
I previously wrote a post on here titled “no purpose” here’s is the link below if anyone wants to read it to give more In sight to this post.
I stupidly trusted someone with this post and showed them, reasons why? I wanted to tell someone how I genuinely felt, a reach out for someone to understand me better so they wouldn’t play with my feelings anymore, a reach out as I know I need help!
So after opening up to someone about this that person said they quote “hurt me or anyone else intentionally” and said they would be willing to help as they didn’t want […]
I am finally at a point where I have realised I do not have a purpose or that my purpose in life has been fulfilled. What is left? Only one action I suppose.
I am constantly tired, I want to sleep constantly. I’m tired of trying to please everyone, do the so called right thing, I’m tired of having nightmares. When does this stop, does it stop?
Self harm is a like a drug, it’s an ecstasy giving me a sense of euphoria and life but it’s frowned upon, why? It’s called selfish, why? Because it hurts other people? When you you haven’t been through enough sh**t […]
I’m sick and tired of my life and the people in it, all others do is take take take and don’T give anything back. You wake up people annoy you, get you down, what’s the point, what is the point to life, in fact is there a Point?
I self harm, it used to help, it helped a lot, the physical pain takes away the emotional pain. the people who supposedly are close to me was upset when they first found out but that soon changed into “oh your just doing it for attention” wow are you being serious? That annoys me so much. people like […]