So as I see that I am proven right in what is going against me. Like in my daily life, no one on the board gives a shit either. I truly believe I don’t really physically exist anymore. I am done here.
I truly want to just stop breathing. I have tried to justify suicide in general to the people in my life without having to actually say that I am trying to justify my own. I’ll be 30 years old in June. I have a B.S. in accounting and I am tired of failing in all aspects of my life. I hate my mother with such rage and disgust. I wasted 10 years of my adult life helping her, just for her to allow one of her many drugged out boyfriends destroy what my family has built. If she were dead I would be able to […]