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phony_smile

This is phony_smile. I come from the land of pine trees, and I have dreams of joining Peter Pan in the 2nd star to the right. Despite my happy demeanor, underneath my pastel colored extra large sweaters and black leggings are scars of what I call relief..

I don’t get it.

by phony_smile 2/21/2016

written by phony_smile

I really don’t understand why people are so shocked to see slit wrists.

Like, is it not a common occurrence for you to see a depressed teenager wanting relief from his/her problems?

I just came back from buying several art materials. When I handed the money I needed to pay, the person in the cashier straight out asked me, “Why on earth do you teenagers follow stereotypical emos? Is cutting a trend now?”

I felt offended..

It’s not like I chose to be fucking depressed and pressured to the point I cut my own fucking self for relief.

2/21/2016 32 comments

Hello, I am fairly new here..

by phony_smile 2/20/2016

written by phony_smile

I feel like shit.

One of things I absolutely hate is the fact that we no longer live a normal life anymore.

My father is jobless, and my mother works freelance at the company where my dad used to work at. For months now, he’s been jobless and he’s been living with us in the apartment I’ve been using for college. Currently, he applied to some company abroad, whereas he’s been waiting for his papers’ approval. We’ve tried telling him to work at the company he worked at before but he absolutely hates it there, so no question about him wanting to go back otherwise it’d lead […]

2/20/2016 6 comments