If there is anyone in London this weekend who is planning on killing themselves, and has a tiny ounce of wanting to talk to someone, someone who wont talk you out of it, or question your motives, then I am free to talk to you or see you if you wish. I feel the same but I am not quite at the finishing line yet and so I can fully understand why you would want to do it. However, sometimes talking to someone who understands can ease the pressure and make you see that you are in fact, not alone in your pain. Your thoughts […]
There was this guy who posted in here recently called Splinter. I would just like to say that I have spoken with this man on the phone for a couple of days and he has moved me beyond all imagination, I just feel compelled to tell you a little about his story because, sadly, he his committing suicide this weekend. I can’t let that happen without printing why he is doing that, it might give people another perspective on why people feel it is their only answer.Â
His wife (who was 7 months pregnant) was murdered, the murderer was never caught, despite there being some lines […]
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For a long time now I have been ‘depressed’ or maybe it’s ‘enlightened’ I don’t know. I have not participated (as much as possible) in general life as I have come to find nothing but lies there. Today, I decided to go online and catch up with what’s happening in the world and check out what lies are being inflicted on us lately, as now I feel in a place in my head where I can view them objectively. I came across Big Brother (the UK one), this is a program that I have never watched, stuff like this was never of interest to me […]
I first took an overdose at the age of 14 , although there was a boy involved in my unhappiness at that time, deep inside, I knew it was more than that, although I was too young to be able to understand it fully. My parents didn’t know I took the overdose, they just thought I was sick for a couple of days, but my mum knew I was upset about the boy at that time. She told me that I am young and boys will come and go blah blah and I have a whole life ahead of me. To which I replied that […]