ITS INCREDIBLE HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME EVERYDAY AND CANT SEE THAT IM IN SO MUCH PAIN. THERES SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN HOLDING IN. I CRIED LAST NIGHT… IT DIDNT HELP AT ALL. I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. ITS LIKE IM ON THIS BIG SEARCH FOR LOVE THAT WILL NEVER END. I DO GET A LOT OF ATTENTION ALL THE TIME. GUYS WANT TO DATE ME AND BE WITH ME BUT ITS ALWAYS WRONG. SO I DECIDED TO BLOCK EVERYONE FROM MY PHONE.. NO INSTAGRAM FOR A WHILE. I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR.. AFTER THIS I WILL SEE WHAT I DECIDE TO DO..
i swear i have been through so much in my 21 years of age, any other person would’ve killed themselves.. im not there yet. but there isn’t a time that i don’t think about it. im at the point where its so hard for me to hold anything in. i just wanna cry and get away from everyone. everyone always ends up hurting me anyways. lol. im just looking for love.. Arent we all tho? isnt that the only thing that kills us. we all crave it and need it. and every time i find it, it turns to shit. its like every time its […]
How did i find this website? umh yes i was looking up overdose options. idk i’m at the point of my life that even though im so young i’m kinda ready to throw in the towel, i’m pregnant and i’m being forced to have an abortion, i dont want to cus its just horrible, but it that happens i rather just go with the baby too. maybe im over reacting im not sure but i feel too depressed.