I am going to commit suicide. I want to. I am a really blessed kid, but I do not like living. Just seems pointless. The issue that is eating at me so much is whether or not to tell my mother and sister beforehand. I think about it as if it were a terminal illness. Would my mother and sister rather me get hit by a bus and hear that I’m dead, and have it hit them like a brick wall? Or would they rather me have a terminal illness, where I only have, say, three months to live? I like to think the latter, […]
Hello all. Thank you for listening to me. I just need to get it all out.
I consider myself a lucky man. I’m 20 years old, attending college, with good job prospects ahead of me. I have amazing friends and the best mother and sister a guy could ask for. I like to think that I am a handsome, funny, bright dude-without sounding arrogant or supercilious I believe I have a lot going for me.
I am not particularly unhappy. I just do not want to live anymore. I don’t see the point, quite frankly.
I go to school. Why? To get a good job. Why? To make […]