I never wanted to believe I was depressed even though the symptoms were all right there. The constant sadness, feelings of hopelessness, suicidal thoughts, lack of sleep, grades slipping.. The whole time I just pretended I was okay and ignored my feelings. Whenever it got really bad I’d cut myself and sleep listening to music. I never told anyone any of this, because no one really cared. And also thinking about it and writing it down makes me seem crazy, so I couldn’t imagine what people would think if I told them any of this. And honestly, I finally am accepting the fact that […]