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Turned new leaf

Guilt

by Turned new leaf 4/11/2015

written by Turned new leaf

I always find myself coming back here when I lose hope. I post and you amazing people reply and I somehow get the strength to pull myself together.

But honestly guys, I want this to be the last time I come here, because I want to leave this world, for good.

But it is hard, the only two people I think about when I make up my mind to end it all are my Mother and Father. They will be shattered. Is there a way to make sure that they will be ok with my committing suicide?

Please help, I dont want to carry a guilt to my […]

4/11/2015 7 comments

My Suicide Story

by Turned new leaf 6/4/2013

written by Turned new leaf

This is not â€˜Gyanâ€™. But this is my Suicide story.

I write this with a very heavy heart. Not that I knew Jiah Khan personally. Not that I thought she was a fabulous actor, she was decent but very beautiful, she’d do very well indeed if she had Â willed. But she was woman, like me. She was a person like us all. She was struggling with life and she gave up, she quit.

Her suicide story took me down memory lane. Not a pleasant one of course. The darkness is mostly never pleasant. I certainly find it addictive and I have witnessed its malignant face too. I […]

6/4/2013 0 comment

I want to give up, I don’t know if it is the right thing

by Turned new leaf 11/26/2012

written by Turned new leaf

I wanna give up. I cant go on. I always thought I am smarter than that, but everything seems to fail me. Is it too late, can someone stop me! I am not sure if I want to kill myself or not………..!!! Am scared!!!

11/26/2012 4 comments