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It seems that suicide is my fate

by poopsymcd87 3/2/2012

written by poopsymcd87

I remember when I was a kid holding a knife to my throat to stop my folks fighting. Â Fast forward to life at 24 and not much internally has changed.

Listing my life’s unfortunate circumstances is pointless, everyone has suffering. Â However, the one constant has that the cumulative sum has all been ‘my fault’. After starting the process 4 years back to improve myself, it seems I’m the only one aware of my progress. Other folks just have shit to so.

Furthermore, when conflict arises and I stick to my reasonable intellect and try to better the energy, it seems like I hurt more than help. I […]

3/2/2012 2 comments

Folks that Kill Themselves Get a Bad Reputation

by poopsymcd87 11/21/2011

written by poopsymcd87

I mean, really. Â I’ve been through quite a bit, and have been down the suicide route. If someone offs themselves, why is that selfish? It’s selfish of the person claiming it’s selfish to not understand what drives someone to suicide. I think there’s a certain amount of independence and nobility in suicide that isn’t ever really talked about. Now I’m not saying go kill yourself. But at a certain point, even thinking about suicide as much as some have is very tiring, I’m sure.

Maybe all of the negative stigma about suicide has been even just enough to push someone over the edge?

11/21/2011 3 comments