Help me…. Please?
I want to post how I’m feeling but I’m not sure how. I’m not sure wat I’m feeling besides despair.
I just need someone to talk to. Just someone to rant to who won’t judge
I thought I knew what pain was. But I was wrong. When someone tells you they care and you get better you are both happy. But then you get worse again and they slowly start to leave you. But then when you tell them your about to commit suicide and they don’t care. The pain isn’t pain any more it’s surpasses that.
A least that’s what it was like for me.
Why are we so miserable
Why are we suffering
No doesn’t change anything
It doesn’t make me feel better
It doesn’t make me stop cutting
I doesn’t make me stop crying
It doesn’t make me want to live
It doesn’t solve my problems
It doesn’t make anything better
So for all of you that tell me “no” suicide is wrong
Your wrong “no” is what is wrong with this world
I’m kinda done living. Actually I have been for awhile but I think I finally snapped. The only thing on my mind now is my death. How wonderful it’ll feel to be gone from all this pain. But see I’ve basically ruined this girl’s life and her
Birthday is coming up soon. And for her birthday I want to go away forever. My gift to her will be my death. I just don’t know if it’s the “right” thing to do? Any comments on if I should do it or not? And I’m not looking for people to tell me suicide is wrong I want […]
I found someone to talk to. I found someone that was willing to listen to my problems and just be there for me. I was finally starting to feel happy. But I should have known that something bad was going to happen. That I’m just not allowed to be happy. It’s shouldn’t have hurt when they left me because I was so sad all the time. But it did hurt. It hurt more than I wish to admit.
Life sucks
I suck
I just want to die
My parents hate me and treat me like a slave
I have no one to help me because I trust no one
When I trust someone they betray me
I don’t know what to do anymore
I am done living
I am done fighting
Just done
Cuz
Life sucks
And I suck
And I just want to die
I have never had this feeling before. I have never been so sad that it physically hurts me. My chest hurts and I’m having a hard time breathing. I have never felt this alone. I’m completely alone. Alone with my pain.
I’m tired if fighting. Why should I? We are all gonna die someday right so why not today? Today seems like a good day to leave. To leave all this pain and misery. There is no point in living only a point in dieing.
I’ve planned out the day and time and how to do it. But then when the times comes how come I can’t do it? What is stopping me?
I hate how I feel better for like an hour and then it all comes crashing back down on me. I can finally breath again but then no I’m robbed of my breath. It makes me mad. But most of all it just makes me want to sit and cry.
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