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Hi,

Of course I realise that I don’t want to die.  I just want everything to stop.  Or change, I don’t care.  I supposed I will create a list of “Things I don’t like about myself”.

1. I am very overweight.

2. I drink too much alcohol.

3. I can’t apply myself to anything

4. I can’t deal with anything that stresses me.

5. I am anxious and unable to form real friendships or relationships

6. I just want to stop!

 

Feelings of anxiety grip my chest, causing a wave of tension to travel both down to my legs and up through my back and neck to my face and the side of […]

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by pvandam66
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I am 22, living in Melbourne.  I am studying a degree that will most likely lead nowhere.  I am a fat miserable bastard who just wants to feel useful and to feel loved by someone who’s not obligated to do so.  I have often thought about suicide but have never attempted it.  I have cut myself before.  I am sick of feeling like a disappointment, I’m sick of feeling like I’m too hideous to go outside.  I am an habitual liar and when I’m not either thinking about how terrible I am, drunk or stoned I create fantasies in my head, which is the only […]

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