My brain itches with thoughts I can’t scratch
My body in stiches of moments I can’t catch
I lay tormented in pieces of my broken past
I pray for hope, for peace and love that lasts
Your days are numbered
One, two, ten…
Not long before
You’ll see, again
Close now, shhh
One, two, ten…
Not long before
You’re over
Ten.
How does the universe exist? And why!?
We know something exists. We also know that something cannot come from absolute nothing; therefore, something has always existed. Such an uneasy thought…
So we go further.
We know that things change. We also know that something unchanging cannot start changing; therefore, something has always been changing. What’s that? Still uneasy? Agreed.
Let’s make it worse.
If something has always existed and is always changing, that means an infinite amount of change has occurred up to this moment. Ugh!!!
But this moment did occur! And out of all the infinite number of moments before, why did this one happen now!?
Wait a minute… Who are […]
I’m editing a draft of a post that’s over three years old, of an account I forgot existed (and tried to re-register), for an email account that had been deleted.
I remember the feeling, vaguely.
2014…
I tried to kill myself that year. Sort of. (You know how it is.)
It was a year or so since I started working full time at my dream job. Things should have been great, but it turns out I hadn’t gotten over my “PTSD” from university, and I wasn’t coping well. What was wrong?
I drafted this post a few months after that event — in April, of all […]