Trying hard to keep going but dont think I can last any longer. I dont know what else to do Im so useless and selfish for wanting to kill myself. Honestly If it was easier thing to do like if I had a suicide button id deffinatlry be gone right now
Been emailaing back and forth with the smaratains past few days been really helpful and they have asked me some challenging questions but It still hasnt stopped me wanting to end my life. I feel so selfish and pathetic for wanting to do this
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I’m tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don’t try to wake me in the morning
‘Cause I will be gone
Don’t feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don’t want to wake up
On my own anymore
Sing to me
Sing to me
I don’t want to wake up
On my own anymore
Don’t feel bad […]
Hey guys here is my story of selfishness, and my un valid reasons for wanting to take my life. Im 23 I live in the UK. Basicly think im a person who just doesnt know how to survive in realworld and make sensible adult decisions. Been to university twice to persue my dream career of becoming an actor or a drama teacher. Both times ended up dropping out due to just [artying all time and making terrible choices. I spend money like an absolurte moron take out payday loans just to spend money to try and make myself feel better. Last octoper I self admitted […]
This song really sums up my feelings I just want to go be done with it
Tonight I Will Retire
Oh tonight I will retire
To the arms of my lover
The sweetest kiss she will give
As I lay down beside her
What will she think
When she awakes
Just to find I have left here
Oh tonight I will retire
To these hands with revolver
And I don`t fear death
I will commit
Like an old friend I`ve known forever
So come on in, take me on
No I won`t stay here no longer
And if I should taste fire
Save me not, I deserve to die
And oh tonight […]
Tonight I Will Retire
Oh tonight I will retire
To the arms of my lover
The sweetest kiss she will give
As I lay down beside her
What will she think
When she awakes
Just to find I have left here
Oh tonight I will retire
To these hands with revolver
And I don`t fear death
I will commit
Like an old friend I`ve known forever
So come on in, take me on
No I won`t stay here no longer
And if I should taste fire
Save me not, I deserve to die
And oh tonight I will retire
To loving arms of my savior
And we will walk through his […]
Do many people out there have like a suicide playlist that you play when your feeling at lowest I have songs that really open me up an d make me cry and think about what im plannning. main songs on it are
anthony and johnsons- hope theres someone
Johny cash – hurt
manic street preachers – suicide is painless
what songs really effect other people on here when feelin at lowest?
Im sorry when I read these posts that there seems so many people that feel like I do as I know how I feel and wouldnt wish that anyone. Im going ti give in and give up as Im not strong enough to carry on, but dont want anyone else to hope you all manage to find a reason to pull through a hope, dream just anything. I know your thinking who the hell arfe you to doll out advice your gonna end it but I just want to put this out there sorry
Do you ever feel like youve cried every tear your body can possibly produce than more still comes? I just need to end it
Goodbye yellow brick road………
Song I always listen to when at my lowest makes me cry so much, I know there wont be someone though when my time comes as im hoping my time will come soon as
Lyrics to Hope There’s Someone:
Hope there’s someone
Who’ll take care of me
When I die, will I goHope there’s someone
Who’ll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I’m tired
There’s a ghost on the horizon
When I go to bed
How can I fall asleep at night
How will I rest my head
Oh I’m scared of the middle place
Between light and nowhere
I don’t want to be the one
Left […]
I am so selfish to keep trying to do what will eventually happen, by commiting suicide. I know there are people out there who have so much worse going onand have strentght o battle through, regret and hate myself more for what Ill put my family through, im such a horrible coward for doing this.
Just woke up after falling asleep allof sulden sobbing uncontrollably and shaking dont know what was draming about but must has really spooked me this has happened before and alwys scares me times like this when I hate being on my own and not having anyone to tell me its going to be ok. Im such a mess
Feeling really alone and stupid right now took an overdose paracetomol 80 tablets yesterday hasnt done anything but vomited pretty much non stop until this morning. I feel same way I do after every other time I take an overdose happy in a way to be alive and I think about future but then that subsides and thoughts if hoplelesness and feeling like a waste of oxygen comes back I just know Im juggling and eventually obe of these overdose will be the end of me and I just wish I could be stronger
Hey guys here is my story of selfishness, and my un valid reasons for wanting to take my life. Im 23 I live in the UK. Basicly think im a person who just doesnt know how to survive in realworld and make sensible adult decisions. Been to university twice to persue my dream career of becoming an actor or a drama teacher. Both times ended up dropping out due to just [artying all time and making terrible choices. I spend money like an absolurte moron take out payday loans just to spend money to try and make myself feel better. Last octoper I self admitted […]