I should be doing my Change Over Time Essay, and my spanish homework, and annotating something from Lord of the Flies, and a theme chart for Atonement, and studying for my polyatomic ion test tommorow, and my genre maps, and starting a rough draft for my personal project #3 catagory, and acting like a good big sister, and I definitly shouldn’t be making my friend feel sad and frustrated…and I shouldn’t be wasting time writing here when I should be doing all that. Oddly enough I feel like going into IKEA and just staying there, day after day, never getting smarter, no school, no parents, […]
Truth, I’m here for a school project of my choice. Truth, I may have caused an attempted suicide and I fell for the friend who’s father shot himself on christmas…his life’s fucked up. Truth, I have nothing to complain about, I don’t get raped, I have two parents(stepdad but whatever) that love me and feed me and give me a roof over my head, I don’t live in a thrid world country, I’m going to get a higher education, and yet scary thoughts or thinking of lame relationships get me down…some memories or places trigger depression yet i havent been diagnosed…i guess i don’t need […]