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RadiantLight

Suicide of friends/family

by RadiantLight 5/20/2015

written by RadiantLight

A friend of mine just committed suicide 4 days ago and everyone in my community is totally shocked.

I was wondering what experiences you may have had with a suicide of a friend or family – whomever – and how you dealt with it.

He was a very smart student was best in his school year and an extremely intelligent and good person. He left a note that said noone should feel guilty with all his bank accounts and formal stuff. Then he left and jumped from a 10 story building. Before he has been fighting depression for one year and had medication ( I’m not sure […]

5/20/2015 7 comments

Parents

by RadiantLight 5/12/2015

written by RadiantLight

I was wondering if anyone else here has/had psychotic ignorant middle class parents?

5/12/2015 6 comments

Love, so pretentious, so fake, so ignorant, just die

by RadiantLight 4/20/2015

written by RadiantLight

Seemingly the easiest thing to understand yet the hardest thing to live. Everyone claims to be loving in some sense. Well I love my mother, father… and my friends… ? Do I? They don’t even know what music I like for example… now that i think about it, they don’t know shit about me >: ‘(

yet reality shows that my whole life was void of love and I pretended everything was good until I noticed, that this thing called love is very, very seldom. We are all so pretentious… groups of individuals clinging together in a unity of loneliness.
Will I ever be like them? No […]

4/20/2015 2 comments

You don’t have anything to give…

by RadiantLight 3/17/2014

written by RadiantLight

You are a weak soul and bring no happiness. You live your life, eat, sleep, talk, yet your life is in vain because you give no love. You are empty. Just kill yourself.

[what others tell me]

3/17/2014 6 comments

next try

by RadiantLight 3/9/2014

written by RadiantLight

So yeah, im new here and its really hard to write here although noone knows the hell who i am. Have been here now 2-3 months or so, watching other peoples posts n stuff. I can t believe its hard to write here bout my feelings, i mean noone here knows me and most guys here are quite nice. The void in my soul just so gigantic. Ist hurts so much. Its anxiety, i Know it. Sounds weird although i seemingly feel nothing anymore, i know im scared.

So this ist where i am. Feel free to just skip this post now. Im doing this cause […]

3/9/2014 6 comments