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rainyskiesx

i love to sing. i have a youtube channel which i make covers on.. my hotmails kimberlysigh@hotmail.com

i don’t want to feel this way.

by rainyskiesx 3/30/2014

written by rainyskiesx

i don’t want to feel for you. i wish i never met you; right now it’s impossible to rid myself of all the memories and conversations we’ve shared. you saved me once from ending my life permanently, but i can’t rely on you for happiness. yet you’re everywhere i go. i can’t avoid you. i don’t want to feel this way. i don’t want to love you. i don’t want to be an appendage to you; i’m trying to break f r e e . i don’t want your actions to determine my happiness.

how do i get over you???? please get out of my head

3/30/2014 2 comments

I’m sorry but…

by rainyskiesx 10/9/2013

written by rainyskiesx

I can’t just ‘get over it’. I can’t just ‘cheer up’. I can’t just ‘smile. I can’t just hope that ‘things will get better in the end’. I can’t just hope that ‘it will all work out in the end’. How do you know? How do you even know me? Or my pain? Or my secrets? You may think you are my best friend and you now everything there is about me but the truth is…you only know what I choose to show. What I choose to tell you. <p>

Please don’t tell me to just cheer up. It’s not that damn easy. If it was, […]

10/9/2013 2 comments

why is it so hard..

by rainyskiesx 9/24/2013

written by rainyskiesx

to find someone who you can truly confide in? Through my life, I’ve met a ton of people and made a ton of friends. I consider them my ‘real’ friends whom I can talk to about anything. However, with time, they’ve each proven me wrong. I just want someone. Someone who can actually keep secrets. Who actually gives a damn about me. Who actually genuinely cares about my problems. <p>
Shit, all I’ve ever wanted in life was to have that one person whom you can fall back on, knowing they’ll catch you. Knowing they’ll have your back through thick and thin. I can’t find […]

9/24/2013 4 comments

i don’t know why..

by rainyskiesx 12/31/2012

written by rainyskiesx

but i always find myself coming back to this site. i try my best to stay positive and be happy, but it never works out.. i also can’t seem to stay away from this site, Â i always end up coming back .

anyone else feel the same?

12/31/2012 2 comments

I hate how…

by rainyskiesx 8/8/2012

written by rainyskiesx

nothing excites me anymore. :/ my birthday’s coming up this week and i’m going on a cruise soon..i know i should be happy but i find myself not caring about things anymore. what’s the point in life? what’s the point in moving on?

believe me, i definitely don’t like feeling this way..i wish i could change it but i don’t know anything anymore.

this is probably a pointless post that no one will bother reading, but if you did bother reading it, thanks for caring.

8/8/2012 6 comments

smile.

by rainyskiesx 6/25/2012

written by rainyskiesx

“What hurts when I remember this song is remembering how someone you love doesn’t love you back, aond you feel like it’s the end of the world. Little did I know that when the sun rises, a whole new beginning was looking at me, waiting for me. That beginning will always remembers you and returns when the sun sets. And when the going gets rough, the sun will be there for you until it sets. So in short words there is no end. Just a new beginning. ”

I feel like I haven’t written anything on here in awhile. Anyways, I’ve realized that sometimes life has […]

6/25/2012 4 comments