I can’t just ‘get over it’. I can’t just ‘cheer up’. I can’t just ‘smile. I can’t just hope that ‘things will get better in the end’. I can’t just hope that ‘it will all work out in the end’. How do you know? How do you even know me? Or my pain? Or my secrets? You may think you are my best friend and you now everything there is about me but the truth is…you only know what I choose to show. What I choose to tell you. <p>
Please don’t tell me to just cheer up. It’s not that damn easy. If it was, do you think there’d be people hurting everyday? If it was, do you think there’d be people cutting themselves? Â Or crying themselves to sleep? It’s not that I don’t want to be happy, it’s just that no matter how hard I try, I really can’t. I’m sorry.
2 comments
rainyskiesx,
I feel the same way when people tell me cheer up! but really what do you expect them to say? go ahead pull the trigger? people are only trying to say the best thing they can, I hate that too, but you know what there up too ” the little rats” trying to make you feel better, but if you want to hear the truth here it goes! it never gets better!!! it will always suck!!! people like us are never fucking happy!!!! you could give us a gold bar and we still wouldn’t be happy!!!! what we need to do is learn to deal with it, I’m tired of dealing with it myself but here I am talking to you. anyways don’t worry thing will be fine ha ha! a little humor well you can smile at that.
Life sucks.. Just enjoy it! 😉