i had no idea i carried so much anger and guilt that followed my 3 attempts, but i’m learning that it’s something i need to get rid of now before it takes me down. i think 7 years is enough time to forgive myself after my attempts and consider myself worthy of life again. anger at myself for being a silent victim and not seek help when it was available. now 13 years deep into my depression i’m coming to grips with the fact that i’m depressed, but it’s not as much of a death sentence as i felt it was 7 years ago.
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